

im not like a rain dat juz pours on u then goes. but somehow in smway we silently wish to hold on to d one we once had. we reminisce abwt d past, but realize dat gud things never last.

sometimes we bliv dat life has to move on. but wat i can't rili figure out is how ud make me smyl even wen ur out of sight. u make me think even wid d unthnkable remarx. u make me smyl even wid d silliest stuffs. dats d moment when i realize i wanna be wid u. u know y i hate silence so much? coz when it's quiet, when im alone. missing u secretly is a hard thing to do. i was under dat star wen i had u & i was under dat star wen u suddenly wished 4 sum1 new. y? coz i was under dat star wen i wished 4 u. everytime i see a star, i remember u & cry. i cud smoke 'till my lungs burn & my breathn stops, but i wud smoke a million mor if only to prove how meaningless life is without you. coz maybe someday u'll realize dat the 1 u gave away s d very thing u'v been wishing 4. be careful in letting go the things u thought are juz nothing.

tried not 2 show, but 1 word, 1 look, 1 smile from u & i know. im alryt but in reality im losin' my mind.
